St.Johns , My second home , i am sure many of my friends who studied there would share the same feeling. Thanks to my mom and dad , for giving me an opportunity to school at such a place for 4 years. It just did not provide a good platform to learn but it did make me realize my mistakes and inculcate good habits in me. Its really hard to find good people , But Stjohns was an hub to meet people who were nurtured to be good. Many schools have it as their objective but my second home was successful in implementing it. Daily choir, Hands at your back , Loose socks , Unpolished shoes , Late comer , Nothing but english are few rules laid strongly to ensure that it becomes your habit. I did abide to a few which i am unconsciously doing it even now but I am finding it really difficult to imbibe few of those good habits which i ignored and it just doesnt happen unconsciously. I remember my history sir saying this "Remove H from Habit - Abit remains , Remove A - Bit remains , Remove B - It remains".
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Memories vs Withdrawal symptoms
Time : 1 :31 A.M
Date : 14-01-2011
Which means i have lived for more than 8000 days. Was Lucky to meet few precious gems and a few stones who pretended as gems. Lots of memories and I had thought i would store all of it and later erase which ever did not appeal to me much. Sometimes i was forced to erase a few of those which when left to me would have been in the safest place. Guess what !!! I could only create memories but not destroy them. So if i had to stay away from those special moments , It was never simple. That was the toughest challenge i have ever faced so far. And i do agree that i have not succeeded in erasing them till date. How can i ever try to stop thinking of my best friend who took so much care of me which i doubt anybody would have. Life did tell me this , " At some point in time he will move away from you , on that condition take him as your friend for 7 years from now". I accepted gracefully to the terms of life with the hope that 7 years is good enough. But on the eight year , the most painful word "Parting" kept echoing inside me. I had no other option but to abide to the terms of life. If i had to carry on with my next task for survival i first had to stop thinking of him . But i just could not do that and that threw a question on me .. "Did i make a mistake by accepting to the terms of life.No contract extensions whatsoever !!!. Is that called ephemeral happiness and life long punishment"!!! Those of you who can erase memories are really fortunate. Take it from me. !!
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