Date : 14-01-2011
Which means i have lived for more than 8000 days. Was Lucky to meet few precious gems and a few stones who pretended as gems. Lots of memories and I had thought i would store all of it and later erase which ever did not appeal to me much. Sometimes i was forced to erase a few of those which when left to me would have been in the safest place. Guess what !!! I could only create memories but not destroy them. So if i had to stay away from those special moments , It was never simple. That was the toughest challenge i have ever faced so far. And i do agree that i have not succeeded in erasing them till date. How can i ever try to stop thinking of my best friend who took so much care of me which i doubt anybody would have. Life did tell me this , " At some point in time he will move away from you , on that condition take him as your friend for 7 years from now". I accepted gracefully to the terms of life with the hope that 7 years is good enough. But on the eight year , the most painful word "Parting" kept echoing inside me. I had no other option but to abide to the terms of life. If i had to carry on with my next task for survival i first had to stop thinking of him . But i just could not do that and that threw a question on me .. "Did i make a mistake by accepting to the terms of life.No contract extensions whatsoever !!!. Is that called ephemeral happiness and life long punishment"!!! Those of you who can erase memories are really fortunate. Take it from me. !!
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